I Thought I Was Smart

smarting from inadequacies ...

There is no monopoly of knowledge & ingesting knowledge is infinite
The flood of new knowledge in blockchain, AIs & IOTs have accelerated change 
This is the source of stress; where time, knowledge and space are compacted
I have been an avid reader of topics far and wide but I am also feeling the grip of inadequacies
There are so much to learn yet 24hours is non-expandable
Time is finite but knowledge is almost infinite ...

Time and tides wait for no man is a past idiom
Compact time and rogue tides immobilize man
If I wanted to have a more relax life, I'd choose to skip today's economic environment & heads to the hills and the rural corners of Earth
And, I will
I want to live a wholesome, stress-less life; not without stress but minimal
When Man clears forests and make cities out of them, Men is destroying the ecosystem that is balance and minimizes stress

I am suffering from knowledge overloads & at times, knowledge incontinence
The need to learn is overwhelm by the continuous floods of new knowledge
Specialization will be the survival kit
Jack of all trades will be a thing of the past; indepth knowledge sells
Knowing some or 'alittle' is dangerous
Many who get lost in the scurry fell into depressive thoughts

My years of knowledge need replenishment and be refreshed
What keep me alive and informed is my grit to learn, to acknowledge my weaknesses
I felt stress up 'many a time' not because I'm dumb but the lack of time to add fresh info
Trying to move up the information ladder is like climbing a slippery steep hill
Now, I have to accept my inadequacy; the finite time available
I am smart but I am not elastic nor an absorbant 
 
To remain sane and happy, I shall measure my capability and ability with time resources
I need not fulfill all wants
I am who I am